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Saturday, December 11, 2010

an update

salam semua!
dah lama blog nie ditinggalkan
berhabuk sudah..
bukan apa..first trimester nie mmg tersgt la busy

ni baru habis 4 days back-to-back exams
mmg penat dan hanya Allah yang tahu
doakan lah saya ye!
moga Allah mudahkan urusan kita semua

first xm ada OSCE
osce ni kira praktikal medicine la
amik history patients
yg keluar history of seizure (sawan) 
and history of jaundice (yellowish of the skin)
sawan juga nak amik history ni sbb slalu
terbiasa dgn history yang ada pain je
and amik history pun tak teratur sgt...hukhuk

physical examination ada 
peripheral nervous system and respiratory system
haha! respi exam mmg teruk r..mcm2 lupa
n tak sempat pun nak crita findings

pastu skills plak dapat surgical scrubbing 

and examination of lump on thigh
dah terkonpius dah left and right waktu describe kat examiner
msa examine lump tu..sungguh mcm budak baru belajar
terrrrrruuuuuukkkkkkkkkkk!!

case presentation kira ok la..

next day ada visual arts presentation 
subject nie kira subject elektif la (special study module)
subjek yg sgt best dan enjoy!
my presentation was on split brain + arcimboldo painting
menarik la~
ni video kt utube yg terjumpa waktu tgh study corpus collusum
tengok2! sgt menarik fenemona split brain ni



pastu next day nye exam pharmacology
aduhai...ini exam yang semua org rasa cm mmg ble fail je
tak sangka gila soalan dia sesusah itu...
tergamam,terkejut dan bla2
antara quotations from my frens

'nasib baik aku tidor smalam!'
'korang yang study bagai nak rak nie msti kecewa gila kan,
sib baik la aku tak pulun sgt'
huuuuuu~~

then next day exam statistic about case study
yg nie pun risau gak
50-50 la...

khamis ni ada xm pathology!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~exam yg sgt scary!
doakan la saya ek readers..
need to pass everything!!

*sgt suka tgk kawan2 yg dh grad*
*tahniah korang,
doakan kami yg masih pelajar ni ye!*

okla...nnti i update lain~

thanks you all

keepfighting!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

think before u post..

salam.
i've been watching few videos on utube
which i think worth to share

i's a reminder to us
yang guna social networking
think reallt deep about it
tmabah2 lagi yg agama islam nie
don't open ur AIB depan orang ramai
AIB anda tu Allah dah cover 

kalau cantik sgt pun diri tu 
takyah la k..dun ever do that








just think first ok!
perlukah semua itu ditunjukkan?







kerana natijahnya..
kesannya..
anda tak kan pernah tahu..






so
THINK!!!!




Friday, November 12, 2010

mode: sedey!

Chorus* 
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*V1* 
I can see the first leafs falling 
It's all yellow and nice 
It's so very cold outside 
Like the way I'm feeling inside 

*Chorus* 
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*V2* 
Outside it's no raining 
And tears are falling from my eyes 
Why did it have to happen 
Why did it all have to end 

*Chorus* 
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*V3* 
I have your arms around me 
Warm like fire 
But when I open my eyes...... 
Your gone 

*Chorus* 
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*Repeat Chorus* 

I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing 
If u leave me 
But I do 
Feel I will 
Miss u much 

miss u much 

Saturday, October 30, 2010

ada apa dgn ipod

salam semua
sekarang nie mcm trend *or aku yg lmbat*
utk semua org yg mampu 
utk memiliki iphone or sekurang2 nye ipod

mm..ramai kawan aku yg ada ipod kat sini
maybe sebab duit euro ni mahal
so terasa mampu le nak beli

well, i bought a second hand ipod 32G 3rg gen from ebay
*hoho*

well..x guna pun ipod tu utk dgr lagu
sbb x da siapa ble lawan my mp4 creative zen
creative menyediakan sound system yg sgt terbabow!

so, knapa aku bli ipod??
handphone nokia 5800 pun dah touch screen dah 

*even touch dia sgt slow*
*hentak berkali2 pun kdg2 x jalan*


sebab nya adalah
of course
the applicaation!
as semua org tahu, interface ipod/iphone mmg mantap
ditambah kelebihan HD dan retina display utk 4th gen
menambahkan lagi value to apple items ni

applications
games yg bjuta2
then ble download bahan2 ilmiah spt quran
buku2, soalan2, BNF
klo ada duit ble tambah tom2,garmin


application apple sgt banyak
dan berguna utk kegunaan setiap masa
if nak bandingkan dgn OVI store nokia nye
mmg mcm langit dan bumi la
so...itulah sebab saya beli ipod
then harga pun dpt dlm bajet yg saya inginkan
maka terbelilah ipod tersebut
*nak tulis opiods plak*

so sape rasa ada duit lebih and tak taw nak buat apa
belilah ipod or iphone
kerana banyak manfaat nye
*x tahu nk komen HTC or yg lain2 tu*
*but i bet, apple still menang applications terbaik n terbanyak*
*mungkin apps for androids pun byk..*

oklah..
sambung stad!

keepfighting!

Monday, October 25, 2010

syaitan pun terkejut!!

Ada seorang manusia yang bertemu dengan syaitan di waktu subuh. 
Entah bagaimana awalnya, akhirnya mereka berdua sepakat mengikat tali persahabatan.
Ketika waktu subuh berakhir dan orang itu tidak mengerjakan solat,
maka syaitan pun sambil tersenyum bergumam, "Orang ini memang boleh menjadi sahabatku..!" 
Begitu juga ketika waktu Zuhur orang ini tidak mengerjakan solat,
syaitan tersenyum lebar sambil membatin, " Rupanya inilah bakal teman sejatiku di akhirat nanti..!" 
Ketika waktu asar hampir habis tetapi temannya itu dilihatnya masih juga asik dengan kegiatannya, syaitan mulai terdiam...... 
Kemudian ketika datang waktunya maghrib, temannya itu ternyata tidak solat juga, maka syaitan nampak mulai gelisah,
senyumnya sudah berubah menjadi kecut. Dari wajahnya nampak bahwa ia seolah-olah sedang mengingat-ngingat sesuatu.
Dan akhirnya ketika dilihatnya sahabatnya itu tidak juga mengerjakan solat Isya', maka syaitan itu sangat panik.
Ia rupanya tidak boleh menahan diri lagi, dihampirinya sahabatnya yang manusia itu sambil berkata dengan penuh ketakutan,
"Wahai sahabat, aku terpaksa memutuskan persahabatan kita !" 
Dengan keheranan manusia ini bertanya, "Kenapa engkau ingkar janji bukankah baru tadi pagi kita berjanji akan menjadi sahabat ?". 
"Aku takut !", jawab syaitan dengan suara gemetar. "Nenek moyangku saja yang dulu hanya sekali membangkang pada perintah-Nya, iaitu ketika menolak disuruh sujud pada "Adam", telah dilaknat-Nya; apalagi engkau yang hari ini saja kusaksikan telah lima kali membangkang untuk bersujud pada-Nya (Sujud pada Allah). Tidak terbayangkan olehku bagaimana besarnya murka Allah kepadamu !", kata syaitan sambil beredar pergi.


subhnallah!
moga menjadi peringatan dan iktibar buat kita~
ingat, solat itu tiang agama
solat menggambarkan peribadi
solat benda pertama akan ditanya Allah kelak bila di masyar..


p/s : tolong baca blog kereta mayat (klik di sini)
bagi saya ia satu entry yg tersangat la best!!
mengenai tanggungjawab berdakwah yang membolehkan kita layak menjadi 
ummat terbaik!
baca2!!!

Friday, October 15, 2010

ditinggalkan~

salam semua..
maaf la blog nie tak terupdate
tgh mencari bahan utk ditulis
tp xtaw apa nk tulis

been busy with 3rd year
baru lpas xm dan dpt result
not so good
*telah berlaku depression selama 2 hari di situ*
thanks to all corkians and my fam members 
yg tersgt concern!
i won't take too long to heal~
*tgh dgr lagu maher zain utk mmberi smgt!*

lpas nie ada xm open book pharmacology
wpun open book, sejam je dia bg masa
dh le byk btoi yg perlu di study
*xpe2 kna berazam utk do things bsungguh2 n more teratur*

my plan to go to korea summer nie moga bjalan lancar
jgn sapa dok gatai kawen time i xde ok!
hoho~

i've been selling books and also my keyboard
utk fund my duit yg dh kekeringan nie~
*tp xla desperate, just need xtra money!*

hmm..apa lg ek nk tulis?
sy sihat je alhamdulillah
makan semua cukup
tido pun cukup
kasih syg pun cukup
alhamdulillah~

cuma sy sgt miss netball!
sy rindu utk bersukan dan keluar peluh
dan sy xyah risau sy mkn byk ke sikit ke
sebab saya bersukan
so berat maintain je wpun mkn byk
tp skrg tidak lagi
cuaca yg x mgizinkan proses perpeluhan berlaku
yang tak memungkinkan org smalas saya utk berjogging
dan kedudukan gym yg agak jauh telah menyukarkan proses itu
tmabahan pula di ireland ni tiada sukan bernama netball di mainkan
semakin sukar utk menonjolkan bakat dan 
meneruskan proses perpeluhan
*hoho, abaikan!*

insyaAllah
harap semua dpt mendoakan kesejahteraan
dunia dan akhirat saya
insyaAllah, kawan2 smua saya x lupakan di dlm doa sya juga!
*love n hugs*
xoxo
*sejak bila plak xoxo nie*

keepfighting!

p/s : utk medical student yg nk bca insight patient,
buku ni amat di recommend oleh UCC nye lecturers
and i bought one.really nice! boleh habis dlm masa sehari!

Thursday, October 7, 2010

a message to me and all of us..

 "Very Powerful Message"


 There were only 15 minutes  left before Salat-ul Isha.  
 He quickly made Wudhu and performed Salat-ul Maghrib.
 While making Tasbih, he again remembered his grandmother and was embarrassed by how he had prayed. 
 His grandmother prayed with such tranquillity and peace.
 He began making Dua and went down to make Sajdah and stayed like that for a while. 
  He had been at work all day and was tired, so tired.

 He awoke abruptly to the sound of noise and shouting.
 He was sweating profusely.   He looked around.  It was very crowded.. 
 Every direction he looked in was filled with people.  Some stood frozen looking around, 
some were running left and right and
 some were on their knees with their heads in their hands just waiting. 
 Pure fear and apprehension filled him as he realized where he was.  
 His heart was about to burst.  It was the Day of Judgment. 

 When he was alive, he had heard many things about the questioning on the  Day of Judgment,
 but that seemed so long ago.  Could this be something his mind made up? 
 No, the wait and the fear were so great that he could not have imagined  this. 
 The interrogation was still going on.  
 He began moving frantically from people to people to ask if his name had  been called. 
 No one could answer him. 

All of a sudden his name was called and the crowd split into two and  made  a passageway for him. 
 Two angels grabbed his arms and led him forward. 
 He walked with unknowing eyes through the crowd. 
 The angels brought him to the centre and left him there.
 His head was bent down and his whole life was passing in front of his  eyes like a movie. 

 He opened his eyes but saw only another world. 
 The people were all helping others. 
 He saw his father running from one lecture to the other, spending his wealth in the way of Islam. 
 His mother invited guests to their house and one table was being set while the other was being cleared. 
 He pleaded his case,  'I too was always on this path.  I helped others.  I spread the word of Allah.  
I performed my Salah.  I fasted in the month of Ramadhan. 
 Whatever Allah ordered us to do, I did. 
 Whatever he ordered us not to do, I did not.' 
 He began to cry and think about how much he loved Allah.
 He knew that whatever he had done in life would be less than what Allah deserved and his only protector was Allah

 He was sweating like never before and was shaking all over. 
 His eyes were fixed on the scale, waiting for the final decision. 
 At last, the decision was made. 
 The two angels with sheets of paper in their hands, turned to the crowd. 
 His legs felt like they were going to collapse.  
 He closed his eyes as they began  To read the names of those people who were to enter Jahannam. 
 His name was read first. 
 He fell on his knees and yelled that this couldn't be,   'How could I go to Jahannam? 
 I served others all my life,  I spread the word of Allah to others'. 
 His eyes had become blurry and he was shaking with sweat.

 The two angels took him by the arms. 
 As his feet dragged, they went through the crowd and advanced toward the  blazing flames of Jahannam. 
 He was yelling and wondered if there was any person who was going to  help him. 
 He was yelling of all the good deeds he had done, how he had helped his father,
 his fasts, prayers, the Noble Qur'an that he read, he was asking  if none of them would help him. 
 The Jahannam angels continued to drag him. 
 They had gotten closer to the Hellfire. 
 He looked back and these were his last pleas. 

 Had not Rasoolullah (Sallallaho Alaihi Wasallam) said, 'How clean would a
 person be who bathes in a river five times a day,  so  too does the Salah
 performed five times cleanse someone of their sins'? 
 He began yelling,  'My prayers? My prayers? My prayers.?'

 The two angels did not stop, and they came to the edge of the abyss of Jahannam. 
 The flames of the fire were burning his face. 
 He looked back one last time, but his eyes were dry of hope and he had  nothing left in him.. 
 One of the angels pushed him in. 
 He found himself in the air and falling towards the flames.  

 He had just fallen five or six feet when a hand grabbed him by the arm and pulled him back. 
 He lifted his head and saw an old man with a long white beard. 
 He wiped some dust off himself and asked him,  'Who are you?' 
 The old man replied, 
 'I am your prayers'. 
 'Why are you so late ! I was almost in the Fire ! 
 You rescued me at the last minute before I fell in'.
 The old man smiled and shook his head, 
 'You always performed me at the last minute, did you forget?'
At that instant, he blinked and lifted his head from Sajdah.  
 He was in a sweat.  He listened to the voices coming from outside. 
 He heard the Adhan for Salat-ul Isha. 
 He got up quickly and went to perform Wudhu. 


 Pass this on to your friends and family...  Maybe, you can help someone open their eyes.
 And who knows?   Maybe, this is a good deed that can help you during the day of Judgement. 
 INSHALLAH !!!

Thursday, September 30, 2010

wang haram?

Para ulama telah membahaskan persoalan penerimaan sumbangan, derma atau menikmati juadah makanan dari individu yang mempunyai pendapatan bercampur antara halal dan haram. Majoriti ulama telah sepakat bahawa selagi mana harta si pemberi itu bercampur selagi itulah kita orang biasa boleh menerima hadiah, sumbangan, derma, menikmati makanan yang disediakan mereka.

Hal yang sama terpakai untuk sesebuah syarikat dan kerajaan, selagi sumber perolehan mereka bercampur, selagi itu HARUS untuk kita menerima gaji atau upah atau apa jua dari kantung mereka, selagi tugas dan cara kita memperolehinya adalah betul. Itu adalah hukum untuk orang biasa, maka jika penerima itu adalah warga yang memerlukan seperti faqir dan miskin, ia sudah tentu jauh lebih jelas KEHARUSANNYA. Malah terdapat dalil yang jelas berkenaan keharusan terbabit. Kes yang sama terpakai untuk kerajaan pusat yang menerima sumber pendapatan dari sumber judi, riba, arak, babi, rumah urut pelacuran dan sebagainya.  Selain itu, juga turut menerima sumber halal seperti hasil minyak, jualan komoditi dan sebagainya

selanjutnya di sini klik  dari ustaz zaharuddin




“Aku ada jiran yang memakan riba dan dia selalu menjemputku makan”. Jawab ‘Abdullah bin Mas’ud: “Engkau dapat makan, dosa ditanggung olehnya”. (Musannaf ‘Abd al-Razzaq, bil: 14675).
Dalam riwayat al-Baihaqi,
seseorang bertanya Ibn ‘Umar bahawa beliau ada jiran yang memakan riba atau mempunyai pekerjaan yang haram, kadang-kala dia jemput makan, bolehkah hadir?. Jawab Ibn ‘Umar: “Ya” (al-Sunan al-Kubra, bil: 11138).

klik di sini untuk ustaz maza

Saturday, September 25, 2010

MARA

salam semua
malam nie ada perjumpaan mara
ni baru je balik dari perjumpaan
yg dihadiri pengarah MARA KL sendiri
datuk ibrahim mohamed

tujuan menulis ni ialah 1st nak puji
makanan sedap sesangat!
thanks la pihak mara kerana sudi sponsor makanan!

secondly 
nak thanks to pe'e yg raised kan isu
repeat year di kalangan Malaysian and international student
isu repeat year ni makin menjadi bila europe dilanda kegawatan ekonomi

utk pengetahuan korang semua
orang Irish bayar masuk uni dalam 2-3 ribu euro je
international student setahun kna bayar 30 ribu ok!
so kami ni merupakan income tertinggi la uni kat sini

pastu nak dijadikan cerita
makin ramai budak repeat year di kalangan malaysian
especially final year
klo mmg tak reti x pa
ni pihak uni pun tak tahu nk komen kat mana student tu salah
they really dun have black n white

klo tgk ratio kan
dlm eg 15 student repeat, 13 international student
2 je irish
mmg serius x logik!
utk pengetahuna korang
irish nie bukan terer sgt pun,seriusly cakap
ada sorang minah irish nie
dia kata waktu praktikal osce
dia blur gila time station suruh amik blood pressure
dia kata dia x wat apa pun
but still! she passed it~
klo malaysian tu, tobat2 dah fail!confirm!

so, korang bayangkanla
betapa vulnerable nye semua org
ni bukan kisah ko stad ke x, pandai ke x
sapa2 pun dia ble pick..
seriusly..klo ko rasa ko wat terbaik pun time exam
jgn harap la ko ble pass dgn aman

this year
JPA dah x hantar student medic lg
student kuwait pun dh xda

so tak tahula..
mmg harap sgt pihak MARA dpt settlekan benda nie
dah la yg datang sini kira 
best among the best la
and best lagi kot if nak compare ngan irish2 yg suka party tu
so agak tidak logik jika dlm 30 org msia satu batch
15 org repeat year
tp irish yg 80 satu batch, yg repeat cuma sorang!

dah la study medic susah wokeh!
oklah..
maaf kpd sesiapa yg rasa entry nie kasaq sket
tgh emo!hoho
till then
bye!