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Friday, May 28, 2010

to the only boy in the family..

salam
this entry is specially dedicated to
mohd nor aizat, my beloved brother

u was born 1992, december
being the only boy in the family
we taught u r going to be spoiled

time kecik2, mat sangat manja ngan mama
xle renggang lansung
and u r so ccuuuttteee!!!
still remember u and ur power rangers stuff!
as being the only boy
u have 2 big baskets full of toys!
still remember u and ur 'kain kale kuning'
sarung bantai kan?
haha! suka sangat sebelom tidoq mesti nak bau dulu
then hisap jari..hehehe...

masa nak masuk tadika,
abah n mama nk hntar g sekolah cina
tapi biasalah..u dun want to..
then sekolah rendah
then menengah..

i am sorry for not being a good sister to you
when i was back home
akak slalu marah mat..kan?kan?
i admit that
i used to be a hot tempered-girl back then
ingat lagi when i ashamed myself in front of yon @ KI
akak minta maaf..

well my dear brother
ur life so far just being revolved in alor setar
now it is the time for u to see the real world
i mean..even it's only in changlun
u still have to take care of urself
u have to do everything on ur own
as this going to be ur first time ever
being away from family for 17 years..

hmm..semua adik2 akak dah besaq kan?
its time for everyone to have a taste of what life without parent is
it never gonna taste sweeter of course
so take a good care of yourself

u know how much family put hope on you
even there's so many time u not able to make it
we will never give up to always count on you
there's must be a reason why
Allah puts u as the only men in the family except from abah

i want you to learn what life is..
akak nak mat rajin
rajin belajar
rajin solat
rajin baca al-quran
rajin berdoa
be a good muslim
as then u will be a good person to everybody

pilih kawan elok2
friends that will guide you
u never know how hard life out there
please choose ur fren wisely..please.

if mat ada masalah
feel free to message me
number phone akak kat sini x berubah
always call mama abah every weekend
buat macam kak ija..

keep in touch with everybody
be strong, be wise
we all love you
and we are so proud 
to have you in the family

i know u can do it this time!
this is a second chance for you to strive hard
goodluck my BIG brother..
u have a long way to go now

ni time raya bertahun lalu
mat and kak ati
 
take care~

keepfighting!



Tuesday, May 25, 2010

LIFE IS...

salam..
(sebelum baca, i recommend utk tekan 'play'
kt music player  sebelah kiri anda)
it's been a while since the exam has over
i'm waiting if i am going to be called for the oral
if i'm not, wish for the best
that i am not fail..so mean, i've passed

today..nak ckp psal life..
after a year being staying away from castlewhite
i've learned so many things about life
life is not always good as u thought it will be

it could be harsh on you..nice on you..
but, there will always be something in ur life
that make u become a miserable person

bila kita tengok somebody
kita rasa dia hepi
life seems really good for them
kita rasa, kita yg byk problem..



people say, seeing is believing..
yeah, it happens sometimes..but not all the time..
u will never know what a person hold in side them
what secrets they been hiding
what life they have been avoiding
what next secret, sinful steps they will be taking
no one knows..

people comes with many problems..
is life created to be filled with problems?
and we as human is the problem-solver?
how about if someone could not handle the problem
then are they gonna be another problem?
arrggghhhh....

hidup..memang mengajar erti kekuatan
x sangka, rupanya masih ramai yang tercari2 makna hidup ini
masih mencari reason to wake up every morning
reason why to take every steps u had,have,and will take
reason to take medicine???

i wish those people will stay strong
personally, i respected them as they have been so strong
until the day that i knew how life has been going on for them
i won't say it cruel..but..jus not being nice..

above all, i can see the problem rise from the parent themselves
the kids could be spoiled, be proud with
dear mummy and daddy all over the world
please give ur child the love they need
being a parent is not just by fulfilling ur kids physical's need
talk to them, loved them..
make them feel like they have a place to hold on to
have a place that they could spill their emotion
family is what everyone has
and someone might only have..



life is so unpredictable
u dunno what ahead, waiting for you

all i can say is
pray for the best
that's why prophet Muhammad SAW PBUH said

' “Rebutlah lima perkara sebelum datangnya lima perkara. 
Pertama, masa sihat sebelum sakit. 
Kedua, masa kaya sebelum datangnya masa sempit (miskin). 
Ketiga, masa lapang sebelum tiba masa sibuk.
Keempat, masa muda sebelum datang masa tua, dan 

kelima, masa hidup sebelum tiba masa mati.”
(Riwayat al-Hakim dan al-Baihaqi
semoga Allah merahmati dan memudahkan urusan kita semua
kepada mereka yang berkenaan
moga kesabaran anda
bakal mendapat ganjaran setimpal dari Allah


keepfighting!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

isu lakaran wajah Rasulullah

salam a'laik

mungkin ramai di antara anda yg tahu akan isu ini
ini bukanlah satu isu baru
namun rasanya baru pertama kali
hal ini dilakukan oleh lebih ramai pihak
di medium yg digunakan umum..

there's few pandangan yang saya lihat
antaranya ialah
memboikot penggunaan facebook
sepertimana yang terjadi di Pakistan
di mana mereka telah 'shutdown' access to FB n utube

there is certain view yg membantah
atas alasan tindakan tersebut tidak efisyen
(tindakan memboikot)
tidak mampu meninggalkan kesan
dan seperti melepaskan batuk ditangga
kerana lepas tue, layan balik FB dan utube

ada juga tindakan
membuat petisyen supaya aktiviti tersebut(melukis)
dihentikan

pada pendapat ana
apa salahnya untuk kita bersuara
jika hanya medium itu yang kita mampu
kalau kita nak tunggu
kebebasan bersuara makhluk Allah sperti mereka itu
di sekat..alamatnya sampai bila?

bagi saya
kita bertindak mengikut kapasiti kita
kalau rasa sain petisyen dan 'puasa' FB je yg mampu
buat la yang mampu itu
daripada senyap sunyi sahaja
wpun ada pihak mengatakan
'senyap x bermaksud kalah'

mungkin sukar utk memahamkan
orang2 yg x faham Islam
utk terangkan kenapa gambar
Rasulullah, Allah, nabi, malaikat
tidak harus dipotretkan

tapi kita perlu tunjukkan keseriusan kita
dalam menangani isu ini
walaupun suara kita hanya didengar sebelah telinga

apepun
ini pandangan peribadi ana
klo ada nk komen, silalah..

p/s:esok exam lagi satu~
keepfighting!



Wednesday, May 19, 2010

something wrong

sumthing wrong with my bloglist!
i lost everyhting..
nanti la betulkan..
maaf ye!

Friday, May 14, 2010

tak perlu tunggu tua..

salam to all..
been so busy with exams..
today i wanted to reflect things that had happened

alhamdulillah
aku syukur, hingga saat ini,
aku masih bernafas,
terus menghirup udara keimanan
merasa hangatnya bayu dakwah
aku syukur
pemberian Allah yang tak ternilai
sejak aku mulai menjejak kaki ke bumi asing ini

bak kata classmate dr USA selepas exam td
'the college is over for the year'
hmmm..subhanallah..
terlalu cepat masa berlalu
first year...second year..third year...
terlalu pantas
bila muhasabah kembali 
aku risau, jika masa itu
aku tak gunakan sepatutnya..
penuh dengan kelekaan..keseronokkan
lupa..lupa tentang matlamat hidup sebenar diri ini

terfikir juga tentang nikmat dan rahmat 
masa,umur,kesihatan,wang...
adakah aku gunakan sebaiknya?
umur bukan pengukur waktu utk buat pahala
tak perlu tunggu tua baru nak beribadah
kerana belum pasti hari tua itu milik anda..

subhanallah
alhamdulillah
allahuakbar

apalah yang bakal aku jawab di depan Allah nnti
cukup kah dengan jawapan
'aku study lillahi ta'ala?'
hmm..mungkin..
tp bila balance dengan dosa yg di buat
lambatkan solat, buang masa..
mengumpat..buruk sangka..
subhanallah
mungkin pahala itu hilang sekelip mata..

ya Allah
aku mohon diberkati umurku
berkatilah aku, keluarga ku, sahabatku, guruku
ingatkanlah kami disaat kami terleka
dunia hanya sementara
akhirat penentu segalanya

ya Allah
tetapkanlah hati hamba mu ini
kekal di atas jalan yg lurus
jalan yang Engkau janjikan
usah biarkan aku hanyut
pegang aku dengan tali Mu
agar aku tidak mudah terlepas
akan sentiasa aku kukuhkan ikatan itu
moga dalam hitungan
terhitung setiap pengorbanan..

ya Allah
akan ku kejar syurgaMu..
akan ku kejar syurgaMu..

i love u
my almighty Allah

Thursday, May 13, 2010

sukan dan aku~ demam piala thomas~

salam..
aku dan sukan??
sebenarnya, saya ni bukan la mantop pun dlm 
bidang kesukanan nie
main netball je..tu pun x terer!heheee
x caya tnya la azie..kan?kan?
azie terer r..terer gila!hoho!

tp my fam mmg gila minat sukan..
maksudnye bukan suka bersukan
minat tengok je!
hehee!!
especially yg melibatkan kedah dan msia!
kami x main la EPL nie..
kecuali adik laki yg minat MU
yg lain die hard fan kedah je~

best bila ada live bola or apa2 je psai msia
mesti rmai2 nak tgk!
pastu rmai2 cuak n rmai sokong!bessttt!!!
bising satu rumah! even my mum pun join~
bestnyeee...
so skrg kan piala thomas..
wpun seriusly saya x rasa cm cerah sgt peluang
tp boleh la nk letak 10% harapan 

respect r dkt lee chong wei!
dia sgt konsisten!!
susah nk jumpa pemain konsisten nie..
shalin zulkifli , nicol david..
ngan chong wei je yg nmpak okies..
so, xle r nk ltak hrpan..
nnti diriku kecewa!hohoh
apa pun saya doakan yg terbaik utk anda
hope to see the match after CP exam
hohoh...stad stad!

baiklah, saya akan sambung stad ye!
p/s : smalam rajin plak dok melihat MU asian tour lwn ngan msia.
dok tgk gol amri yahya..haha! wish i was there.. 
and really wish it just a draw..

komen skit psai penonton boo kat beregu negara..
mengikut tertib, xperlu boo orang
penat oo dia main! 
tp tuela, if main pun cm x nak lawan
bengang gak kan?kan?
kena pndai kawal emosi ye kwan2..

ok2, saya stud!!
jom!

keepfighting!

Monday, May 10, 2010

behavior change

today, i've read about the
TRANSTHEORETICAL MODEL
wah..dasyat x bunyi nye??
model nie digunakan utk tolong org2 yg ade prob
untuk mereka berubah
behavioral change!

stage dia ada 5! 
tp kali nie nk ckp yg mna quote best2 je



1)precontemplation
ni tahap xnak berubah apa2
'people stay in precontemplation stage as long
as they need to or maybe even forever!'
klo ajak2 tp dia xnak
as Twelve Steppers says
'let go and let God'




2) contemplation
ni ada smgt n kesedaran n berubah
'no matter how small;
baby steps are the key to lasting behaviours'




3)action
mulakan perubahan
tp mungkin dia akan relapse sebab
'primacy is stronger dan decency ;
the first thing we learn in stronger and more deeply
etched in our brain than the last thing we learn'


4)relapse
'reward works better than punishment'
sekian dahulu untuk sesi 
behavioural science hari ini
keepfighting!

Friday, May 7, 2010

saina : prefect, bahas, geng kedai mamak?? semua itu kenangan terindah!

mode: exam patho

salam semua
hari nie nk bercerita bingkisan kenangan
sepanjang hidup di sekolah tersayang
sekolah menengah sains pokok sena
batch fortress 0105
a)early life
as u might know already, i have twin
msa dpt tawaran ke sbp
xpuas hati gila dia dpt SSP (time tu kt kolam ayer lg)
kenape la aku yg aktif nak mampos ni
dpt  kedah je??tertekan!
namun mmg sebaik2 rancangan itu
datangnya dari Allah~
saya ni tersangat la homesick
tak dan seminit nangis
nangis n nangis..
time tu bru tau kata 
'aku nie x la strong mana pun!hehe!'

b) bff
well, i guess everyone has  one right?
saya pun
we used to hang out together and tup2 kira bff la!
me, iytah,barni,alin n fetty
4 of us end up being prefect and one was a librarian
(time tu ada je org kata kami ni pilih geng)
zaman sekolah..lawak2..

my happiest moments
a) prefect board
i never gonna have a better memory in saina
if it was not because all of the fortress prefect!
u all really made my days..
sayang sgt korang..
even time exam ke apa ke,
mesti pulun nk meeting
meeting la pasai apa pun
sebab miss to meet everyone!
rindu gila all the girls..
ingat x org kata geng ungu asyik dgn ungu je?
hehehee...time tue mmg menguji kebersatuan kita kan?
love u all girls..
boys plak, sgt suka r keja ngan depa
with ucu yg sgt berkaliber!
time meeting, atuk, alwi, oney
mesti slalu la ngan lawak depa..suka!
hilang stress!
tp time buat lawak, make sure away pada wan elmy ok!
heheee...u know why right?heee

well, prefect board mmg byk keja, tp sgt njoy!
mcm2 motivasi kita handle..
hmm..paling xle ingat waktu handle motivasi 
dekat teluk bahang
time tue dh nak xm, tp x ingat 
knapa kita xle reject request kem tue
maka kita pun jadila fasi..
bw la bertimbun2 buku
stay up la konon dlm hutan tu!haha!
ingat lg, atok ngan spec pecahnye
time exam dia ngan paper xm tue mcm nk melekat je
punya la x nmpak!haaa
tp, last2 result boys semua gempak
ucu, atok..hebat!
kami girls plak yg terkontang kanting!heee..

time tu gak ada 'kisah'
yang dimulakan dgn azie
yang membatalkan malam burung hantu kita..
hhheeeehhhooooo
ganti ngan night walk yg sgt best!
jumpa kura2 n tgk spora yg cantik!glow in d dark!
miss cikgu murni!

sebut psai cikgu, time niela
cikgu zurinah jumpa suaminya!
sweetttttt!!!

n ingant lagi cmne sir azhar plan
utk tarik alwi, mad ali,oney jadi prefect
bukan senang! 

time nie suma nk nyayi..haha!

the MT

byk sgt cerita if nak cerita psai prefect board nie
tp..memori itu yg kuat d ingatan
i miss all of you!!
korang doing good kan skrg?
all the best in ur life k!

time skolah menengah
iyfah nie dilabel sbgai geng 'gelap' r..
geng ada kedai mamak!huhuuuu..
dibawah naungan pak aq..
penebar roti canai izkar
amik order aku ngan someh..hahaa!

still ingat time lalu kelas mana ntah time form 5
ada org kata
'weh, tgk tue, ada tudung 'terbang'!'
maksudnye, depa x nmpak la tuan dia~GELAP!!
hohoooo!!
pnah time tu wat announcement dkt dlm kelas form 5
tiba2 ada org ckp..
'ehh..jap2..aku dgr sora orang, tp dr mana ek??'
time tu satu kelas tue gelak!adus~
mula2 mmg sakit hati..tp lama2..
layan je!
next is my most favourite moment too!!
being in the school debate team

well, nama saina dlm dunia perbahasan nie
mmg telah kukuh sejak dari kemenangan zaman syamsul qamar
start masuk debate time tingkatan 2
sekali dengan nizam
before that ada uji bakat
oleh cikgu rashid n bro afiq

time rehat depa wat announcement sapa yg layak
x dgr pun my name d announce
tp tiba2 semua org congrate kan saya
cm pelik!
pastu baru tau kata dpt..
bahas mmg di pandang tinggi kat saina
harapan sekolah sangat2!
so, being in the team mmg satu challenge r..

team time tue ada
farhan nor diana,zuljalal arif,afiq,akran
then tambah sharizan bila 2004
time 2003 clash dgn netball menyebabkan
saya x join UIA interschool debate

time 2004 mula bakat digilap
best gila masa dkt UIA
team senior ada an, zul, sharizan
junior me, nizam, maizun

selalu la compete sapa dpt pembahans terbaik!
we manage to go until octofinal masa tu
senior team smpai ke semi final
time nie di serap masuk ke team PPM saina

PPM 2004 buat dekat perlis
we managed to get to final
masa final dekat PICC, we won
saat yg sgt bahagia
selepas seminggu berkampung di SAS,putrajaya

time final, saina hantar 3 bas penyokong
my bff datang!heheee
wpun i x lawan pun (reserve je)
tp mmg terasa penat lelah tu terbayar!


satu...
tgk sir iqbal!!
alhamdulillah..we won!

2005 did not bring so much luck to us
we lost our coach, cikgu rashid 
as he furthered his study for a year
but after that 
saina managed to win again
i guess 2006 n 2007
2008 final tp kalah rasanya..


last but not least
fortress has lost 2 of it beloved members

they are 
azmir syazwan n afif asyraf
both holding red n green flag
i never realised that them both a house leader
al fatihah kawan~

well u know what
life really have leave marks on ur memories
leave a meaningful stories..
however ur life state is
just being nice to it..
dun blame to much on other thing..
Allah ada plan baik punya utk anda..

and always do the best in whatever u r doing
no matter how people hate u
condemn you
as long as u know what u r doing
correct in the way of syara' n social
it is fine to keep on with~

never give up on life..
you might not discover your path yet
keep on searching!

to all my frens..
iyfah doakan..dimana korang berada
be wise, always ingat Allah
be a good person to others..
insyaAllah, we will meet again somehow!

p/s : all pictures were taken from FB. credit to the owner!thanks

keepfigthing!



Thursday, May 6, 2010

semua2 Allah tolong~

subhanallah
besar kan kuasa Allah tue
we never appreciate them
like really2 appreciate them!
hmmm......

btoila kata2 Allah
nikmat yg manakah yg kau dustakan
hmm...
subhanallah..
moga Allah tetapkan hatiku dan hatimu
tetapkanlah kami di jalan Mu ini
berkatilah hidup kami
redhakanlah kami
dekatkan lah hati-hati ini
dengan hatiMu..

I ALWAYS NEED YOUR HELP YA ALLAH
SUBHANALLAH
ALHAMDULILLAH
LAILAHA ILLALLAH
ALLAHU AKBAR

keepfigthing

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

s90 or lumix lx3??

salam to all
hari nie nak bercakap psai benda
yg memeningkan kepala i yg serabut nie
bukan psai exam..tp pasai..
nak beli kamera baru!!

1)suka n minat
well, i am a big fan of beautiful n superb pictures!!
sgt suka tgk gmba2 slr yg cun lg lawa itu
so, last year, dgn otak yg x terer bab kamera
p beli camera with high MP
time tu ingt gmba ble jadi lg lawa r konon!heee~

2)ciri2 kamera idaman
mestilah nak yg compact
x nak sebesar gedabak dslr tue
so kini sy konpius utk memilih etiher
canon s90 or panasonic lx3
dua2 ada features ala2 slr la 

3)pendapat
so if sapa2 terer utk bg pendapat mana yg ok
sila la komen ye
really need ur advise

this is panasonic lx3

this is canon s90
p/s:saya suka gmba lawa
especially yg ble tunjuk high contrast bila tgkp
gmba warna warni
can shoot better bila low light
cth mcm dlm bilik or time mendung
has better shutter speed~
haha! banyaknye..
tp saya x nak dslr
sekian terima kasih!

keepfighting!