my last visit to kinsale~

alhamdulillah~

syukur kerana Allah pjgkan umur
utk menamatkan sesi Augmented Teaching Period (ATP)
di kinsale pada hari ini.

terasa rugi tak bgambar dgn my kind-hearted GP : Dr Tony Foley

my group ada ciara n karen yg both of them are Irish
karen nie terkenal dgn kepandaian dan
kebolehan dia menghafal hampir semua benda!!
hukhuk~ memang hebat sgt memori minah nie..

ciara plak a seorang yg pemalu but really nice.
both of them sgt best r!
pandai la dua2 nie..

kami akan bergerak ke kinsale naik bas pkul 115 pm
smpi dlm pkul 2pm
slalu buat kt klinik Dr Foley
but ada juga time kami g nursery home

pas2 kami akan take turn amik history patients
and perform examination.
Dr Foley nie minat bab derm.(kulit)
so if ada point psai skin je, msti dia akan elaborate.
klo dia bg soklan 'describe what u see'
mmg dahsyat r kna describe.
contohnye a medium pink colored with irregular outlines
bulging over the skin of the forearm with size of approx 2cm x 1 cm.
ntah btol ke x aku tulis nie..hhehe..

tp last visit td mmg pnat..
session sejam je..
tp kami tlpas bas as tempat menunggu bas di ubah..
hukhuk~
lambat 2 minit je..
tu pun tempat baru tu kalo nk jalan kaki
ada dekat 20 minit kot!
dgn suhu 3 celcius ni, xlarat ler nk jalan..

syukur ada makcik baikhati sudi tumpangkan kami
pergi ke tempat tu..
fuh~mmg klo jalan sendiri, susah nk jumpa tempat tue..
tmpat parking kereta..
huhu!
tlpas bas pkul 345, so tgu plk bas 430.
di dalam sejuk..

pnat menyembang dgn karen tue..
tp bestla
jarang pun sembang ngan dia.

slalunye lpas GP kami akan berbincang utk
take points dari history n examination yg di buat
sebab, kna tulis 2 essays based on 2 patients u have encountered.
slalu ifah salin je apa depa tulis
bcoz kdg2 tue, x paham pun depa cakap apa..
sdey kan?? tp that's the fact pun kt mostly semua kwn2 ku..
haha! tp alhamdulillah, ble je la faham.

ada satu time tue
waktu lecture CVS last year
tiba2 satu kelas gelak
yang malaysian nie pun gelak la sama
but laughing bcoz kami x faham langsung apa lawak diorang!
heheeee...
cabaran r nak faham accent cork nie..

di ada video psai cork accent
dgar la..dan it is so trueee!!

malaysianday: thank you guys!

syukur ke hadrat Allah swt
hari nie,
berlansung juga malaysianday di o'rahilly.

as the project director
there were so many things to handle
tp exco PPMC x jemu2 menolong..
especially usopan! tq boss~

to kak nida
thank you berusaha menempah bilik
wpun berada nun jauh di limerick
n thanks masak kuah kacang yg sedap tue!
sori x tolong pn..hee..

to kak miha
wpun akak xde keja
tp sudi jga mnolong carikan bilik
at last dapat juga!
tq2~
tq sebab berusaha menghabiskan teh cina tu~heee
tq juga sbb tolong buat text kt mr presiden
if nk compare dgn apa yg ifah pnah wat,
mcm langit n bumi!heheh!
akak nye hebat lg r..

to azira
arigato! for cari mangkuk periuk for them to cook


to yan
tq gile jadi org first sampai o'rahilly
n sori wat hang jemu menunggu!hehehee...
tq gak buat dedication tu
sbb kalau ak, msti dh mls nak fikir..
hehe! sori klo nanti tlebih bajet ye bendahari!

to aisyah n jiha
adik2 ku yg anytime pn ble kasi kerja
best game korang!
bg last2 minute pn masih mampu~
hehe..nice work!
bole r lpas nie suruh wat lagi k~

to bazli
tq sbb menyumbangkan suara anda utk bcaan doa~
ape lg ek?
......................................

to adi,
tq jadi driver utk angkot brg2 suma
sori klo nyusahkan ko kt mna2
n tq gak sudi jd chereographer (mcm auuuww la plak)
tuk budak2 silat ye..

to aiman
nice job~
sori gila weh sebab ak asyik remind ko bjuta kali time malaysianday tue
cuak sebenarnnya..

to syuk,azizi,zuhri
terbaik r korang~
akak try cari kerusi nak fill the room
tp xjmpa, dh give up dah
tp korang berjaya gak 'mencuri' ek?
hebat tul pencarian korang!
thanks juga wat persembahan tue.
sapa nye cdgn harimau2 tue?hehe
n tue silat ke taekwando???

to vinitha
suka la kerja ngan awak!
komited n boleh je nk wat kerja apa2..
best2! say thanks to all ur frens too k..
nnti2 ble jadi mc lagi
n by the way..
suma suka ur outfit!!

to paul
eventhough u x dtg
tp ketahuilah bahwa u la yg pling dedicated skali dlm ur work
bukan suma yg lain xdedicated,
u ni akak bg 10 over 10 r..
semua suka sgt sayur kale hijau tu!
akak pn suka~
cayalah! hebat tul korang nie!

to emm
sori klo agak byk kerja yg u kna buat
n ur performance was really nice
love it~
pe'e n u ex music club kmb kan?
ble le akak masuk geng gak!

to erika
tq2! sudi mengorbankan angpow u untuk decoration
we all like the room
it gave us a celebration feeling..
suka2! tq dear~

last but not least
is mr usop
tq again boss
utk tunjuk ajar anda
tq sebab slalu remind me on what to do next
tq sebab keep me knowing for things that i should do
tqqqq!!

NICE WORKING WITH U GUYS
MOGA2 SUMA USAHA KITA DI BERKATI ALLAH
X SEMPAT NK BGAMBA DGN SEMUA ORG..
XPELA..
KENANGAN XKAN PUDAR DARI DLM HATI..

setiap dari kamu adalah saksi !

bismillah..

ini adalah perkongsian syahadatul haq (SH)

yg sempat saya hadiri di the burren bumi ireland ini

1)apakah SH?

syahada= penyaksian

haq-kebenaran

pernah x terfikir kenapa antara kelima2 rukun islam,
mengucap adalah yang paling senang..hmm..

adakah ia semudah itu?

sebenarnya apabila kita telah bersaksi bahawa
kebenaran itu adalah Islam

maka telah jatuh perintah wajib keatas kita
untuk menjalankan dakwah di bumi Allah ini.

kita telah bersaksi bahawa Rasulullah adalah pesuruh Allah
yg bermaksud kita juga mengakui bahawa ajaran Islam itu

telah sampai kpd kita hasil daripada perjuangan dakwah baginda.

2) kesaksian

so, apabila kita dah jadi saksi ke atas kebenaran Islam ini,
apa yg harus kita buat?

analogi mudah ialah
katakan anda menjadi saksi langgar lari di suatu tempat

adakah anda hanya akan berdiam diri sewaktu ditanya
di dalam mahkamah?

sudah semestinya anda akan bersungguh2 untuk meceritakan hal sebenar bukan?

begitulah juga dalam konsep penyaksian dalam SH ini.
jangan menjadi seperti kaum Yahudi dan Nasrani yang di murkai Allah

dek kerana menyembunyikan kebenaran yang ada.
mereka mengakui adanya Tuhan, namun enggan bercakap panjang.

bakal bersambung...

no idea

salam a'laik!

act byk bnda nak mnulis slpas berpergian ke the burren
untk pengisian syahadatul haq.
tp for the time being,
i hold that one first.
kna tulis proper skit..
bru terkesan di hati. hopefully.

this week,
as i said
is a busy week.

byk bnda kna settle.
hope dipjgkan umur n dpermudahkan urusan.

i'll write more!

busy week ahead!

bismillah..

terasa dh lama xmenulis..cewah!
hehehee..
well, this weekend i am away..
akan ke the burren, somewhere in galway i guess
for shahadatul haQ course.
jd ajk teknikal n kna belakon.
moga di tetapkan iman..
diperbetulkan niat..
moga ditambah ilmu di hati
dan dipermudahkan segala urusan!

what happen next week?
ana telah dilantik menjadi director malaysiandayout
in conjunction with CNY,
byk keja sbenarnya.
so, kepeningan la juga.
xpe..one by one.

well, tgh planning hidup balik yg telah dikucarkacirkan oleh exam..
ksedihan masih terasa..
namun harus ku terukan hidup ini jua!hee..

ada FAS essay
ada exam pathology
exam pharmacology
n OSCE yang disastrous!

banyak nye!!
ayuh lpas dgn cemerlang ye kawan2!

okla..dah xtau nk bebel apa.
mlm nie nk masak apa kah?
no idea..tgk la!

bubye~

puding koktel!

alhamdulillah..
bila ntah, parcel dr malaysia sampai!
mama sent keropok ikan, agar2, udang kering,
bla2...
impian nk wat mcm2!
hari ni dh buat puding koktel!
lpas nie nk try mee rebus lak!haha!
insyaAllah!
doakn supaya jadilah ye~

AVATAR 3D n pisau cukur

hehe! alhamdulillah~
even jawab exam teruk nak mampos,
Allah still panjangkan umur dan nikmat untuk menonton AVATAR 3D.

wpun dh lama cita ni kluar,
i dun care tgk lambat,
bcos, better late than never!

kat ireland nie, mmg sikit sgt org tgk movie kt wayang
they prefer tgk DVD.
sini memang xda cetak rompak,
they will but dvd or rent it kt kedai.

but this time around
ramai juga yg tgk sbb movie in 3D
u need the effect!

i definitely give James Cameroon a five star!
it was a combination of
action from terminator
flying2 from spider man
and emotions from the million dollar movie-titanic

its all blended very well in this movie
until u can't believe it took 2 and half hour to finish
it was superb! amazingly superb!

if you cari dlm youtube ni link dia
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJ1JzYPjcj0&feature=youtube_gdata

the making of it!really dahsyat r..
not typically CGI movie..
hebat2!

as a big fan of movie best2,
sila la tgk ye kpd sesiapa yg blom.
klo dok negara x cakap english,
pergi la terbang ke negara lain!hehe..

about pisau cukur lak,
tgk youtube je.tp best gak r..
fakir so sweet!
fazura, good act!
owh my gucci!
panas!!
demi masa depan anak2 awak..
hahaha!
nie all tagline dari pisau cukur.
funny2!
tgk dkt laptop ok r, xyah p wayang.

anyway, sok ada kelas.
nak tido!
gudnite evrybody..
assalamua'laikum..

have u ever feel so stupid?

subhanallah..
subhanallah..

tenang2...
i am feeling so stupid rite now.

just finished my exam.

my fault on only focusing on certain things
n i left the tiny things (tiny ke?)

hukhuk!
don't failed me..please..

huh! but i failed myself..
dush~

moral of the story
bila study, sila focus on semua benda ye..

and..
don't ever make u look stupid on papers..
ggrrr....
geram dgn diri sendiri.

p/s: xde kaitan dgn buat blog time exam.
salah sendiri nie.
moga2 lpas la jgak!please!!!
amin.

to kak nadya n cik asya n acap frens :Allah knows

i'm writting again..

this time around,
is for

1st: kak nadya (beloved sis of acap)
i may not know what u r going through right now
i read ur blog..seems u r trying to get back on your feet,
that's good.
i believed asyraf will be so proud of you,
seeing that his big sister who he used to accompany,
used to teach bila nk bg lampu tinggi time drive,
used to tangkap gambar sama2,
used to wash your mondok's tyre,
is now doing very well..

take ur time,
just go to the dam..where u can release the tense..
just write on your blog what u feel,
just keep posting things on his fb,
maybe nobody know what u feel,
but..
Allah knows..

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows

2: cik asya
i hope i could shared the burden,
but i know i can't,
but u always have the G15 group
of adilah, che su, razan, aunty..
they are there,
always to comfort you.
even there's no one like him,
we will try out best to cheer u out..

we never know how our life is design,
everything is well written,
kept tightly safe in luh mahfuz,
time may find you somebody new.

When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows

3: is for everyone who used to know him..

No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows

let us walk the path we choose
may the day where yet to comes
brings much bless n happiness to everyone of you,
dun forget to perform solah,
dun be lazy to perform dua',
dun be lazy to be a good person,
because paradise is only for damn great people!
i am praying that everybody will stay strong..

this song
'Allah knows-Zain Bikha'
is dedicated to all of you.
i love all of you.

so long..farewell~

this is a story of a fren of a boy who has passed away recently..
i've been browsing, stalking my frens blogs, fb..
they are ssoooo many people yg terasa dgn pemergian beliau.
well, i dun have to state who, everybody knows.
every good memories remain, with a smile..
i hope my fren won't shed tears anymore.
take ur time to heal, but dun take too much time..
i know he was a very nice person to everyone.
willing to help if he is able to help,
always there for the one he loved,
always cheered his frens with his present and his charming smile.
being in the same class for five years brought so many happy n sad memories.
but all shall remain as a beautiful-ended-story.
even it was so abrupt, it is the best, for him n for everyone.

when i knew he was in ICU,
me n everyone pray for him,
may Allah grant him with health,
to see him to be able to smile again,
to stand again,
and to always be there is what everybody wished for..

but..this is his destiny..
i accepted it, everyone accepted it..
you may go my fren,
bcoz all the memories u left behind,
it was so beautiful where no one want to erase..
you left everybody with a smile actually..

and the best part is,
how u inspired so many people to be just like you.
i know there won't be another you,
but at least, everyone want to leave the world
with the best memories they could give to anybody,
just like what u have done.
everyone want to smile no matter what happen,
want to lend a hand if anyone need it,
want to be there when is needed,
want to make less or no complaint at all~
want to always make semua org hepi!
it is so you!

and u inspired us,
future doctors, to be damn good in our profession,
to be just like in grey's..
bcoz losing a life is not just about family grieving
it a far lot more than that..
and to lose someone like you is the hardest part.

so long, farewell my friend.
semoga Allah mudahkan urusan kita semua di dunia, di alam barzakh dan di akhirat kelak..

'ya Allah, tempatkanlah dia di tempat yang kau janjikan nikmat untuk hambaMU'
amin..
may u rest in peace.
end.

western union

hari tue hantar duit kat kakak ku di malaysia..
tgh pk2 mcm mna nak hantar duit?
nak hantar via bank, mcm renyah ja dgn nk swift code la, iban number la..
pas2 terfikir psai western union!
klo kt malaysia, western union nie diguna kan oleh pekerja2 asing indonesia n bangladesh n india n bla2...
tetiba rasa mcm..huh!aku pun masuk kategori pendatang juga ni. tapi dgn izin la k..
so, ak pn try la..
kna masuk kredit kad, isi2..
sng jugak la.
n the best part is secure r. dia pnya pengesahan transfer tu byk peringkat.
dh masuk number kredit kad, dia minta password lu (mastercardnye securecode)
pastu dh confirm, dia suh telefon pjbt dia plak..
aiseh!mula2 mmg mcm malas je, tp rupa2nye call tu free je!
dia minta confirmkan identity.
bgus r..n another best part is, duit tu ble amik dah esoknye!
cepat btol! so,dpt la duit kt kakak ku di malaysia..
macam la kaya sgt ak nie, tp ble la nk myumbang skit2 kt famili, dari dok perabis duit kat ebay kan?kan?kan?
hehehe...
nnti ble cita psai ebay lak!
jom sambung stad~

mari menari!

respect r..kerana berusaha!
lpas nie exercise para2 sakura ye glendalian(umah aku)!haha!
nak wat nobody dance, chorus ble r..hehe!
jom stad lak~

study

kenapa aku malas sgt stad nie??
pgg buku sminit, ngantuk. tido...
perut plak lapa..g mencari makanan..
lapar...pesan indian moon cdgn kak niesa..
oh duit..duit nak hbis..(dasar kedekut)
haha..
mari stad!!! grrr...
gebreuer(lecturer physio) bukan nk bg soklan sng..
owh! ada mcq yg perlu dibuat rupanya..(hampir terlupa)
dan..anatomy belum disentuh!
owh!bijaknya ku mengurus masa..

imam hasan albana kata
'masa yg ada sedikit sgt jika nk banding dgn tanggungjawab'
masyaAllah! dun be lazy2!!
mari sambung stad ye..
sambil tgu indian moon(take away kebab)~

the first one

bismillahirrahman nirrahim...

my first post. knapa aku wat blog bila 2 hari lg nk exam 02? itu nama nya cari kerja!
bukan xda kerja ye..ni test dulu..