salam aidilfitri~

this song dedicated to my mum n dad

yang kini berada di alor star kedah

and all my family members..

missing u all~

(tekan play kt lagu sebelah)

Terkenang di ketika itu
Ku dimanja dan disayang selalu
Apa saja kemahuan diri
Akan cuba dipenuhi

Walau hidup dalam kesukaran
Kau kan cuba tuk membahagiakan
Demi anak-anak yang tersayang
Kau berdua kan berkorban

Tetapi baru ku sedari
Tidak mungkinkan terbalas budi
Pengorbanan mu tiada ternilai
Hanya tuhan kan membalasnya

Chorus
Salam aidilfitri
Ayah bonda yang dicintai
Maafkanlah anakmu ini
Kerna belum cukup berbakti

Pabila menjelang lebaran
Baju baru kan disediakan
Walau mungkin kami tak mengerti
Keperitan saat itu

Namun wajah mu terus bercahaya
Oh sucinya kasih sayang itu
Dibibir mu kan menguntum senyum
Andai nya anak-anak mu bahagia
Chorus
Salam aidilfitri
Ayah bonda yang dicintai
Maafkanlah anakmu ini
Kerna belum cukup berbakti

to the only boy in the family..

salam

this entry is specially dedicated to

mohd nor aizat, my beloved brother

u was born 1992, december

being the only boy in the family

we taught u r going to be spoiled

time kecik2, mat sangat manja ngan mama

xle renggang lansung

and u r so ccuuuttteee!!!

still remember u and ur power rangers stuff!

as being the only boy

u have 2 big baskets full of toys!

still remember u and ur 'kain kale kuning'

sarung bantai kan?

haha! suka sangat sebelom tidoq mesti nak bau dulu

then hisap jari..hehehe...

masa nak masuk tadika,

abah n mama nk hntar g sekolah cina

tapi biasalah..u dun want to..

then sekolah rendah

then menengah..

i am sorry for not being a good sister to you

when i was back home

akak slalu marah mat..kan?kan?

i admit that

i used to be a hot tempered-girl back then

ingat lagi when i ashamed myself in front of yon @ KI

akak minta maaf..

well my dear brother

ur life so far just being revolved in alor setar

now it is the time for u to see the real world

i mean..even it's only in changlun

u still have to take care of urself

u have to do everything on ur own

as this going to be ur first time ever

being away from family for 17 years..

hmm..semua adik2 akak dah besaq kan?

its time for everyone to have a taste of what life without parent is

it never gonna taste sweeter of course

so take a good care of yourself

u know how much family put hope on you

even there's so many time u not able to make it

we will never give up to always count on you

there's must be a reason why

Allah puts u as the only men in the family except from abah

i want you to learn what life is..

akak nak mat rajin

rajin belajar

rajin solat

rajin baca al-quran

rajin berdoa

be a good muslim

as then u will be a good person to everybody

pilih kawan elok2

friends that will guide you

u never know how hard life out there

please choose ur fren wisely..please.

if mat ada masalah

feel free to message me

number phone akak kat sini x berubah

always call mama abah every weekend

buat macam kak ija..

keep in touch with everybody

be strong, be wise

we all love you

and we are so proud 

to have you in the family

i know u can do it this time!

this is a second chance for you to strive hard

goodluck my BIG brother..

u have a long way to go now

ni time raya bertahun lalu

mat and kak ati

 

take care~

keepfighting!

update adik

bismillahirahmanirahim..
alhamdulillah

pg td pkul 530 pg wktu ireland
aku call adik
she sound better
but still x larat


dia kata smalam dia sakit sgt
sbb allergic ubat
bila dh tukar
she feel better
alhamdulillah
it will take her for a while
to get healthy again.

i would like to thank all her friends
yg jaga dia sepanjang afiza di hospital
yg masak bubur for her
yg sanggup skip kelas n praktikal
yg tido skali ngan dia
thank you for taking such a good care
of my beloved twin

thanks juga utk kwn2 yg berdoa moga dia sembuh
and kwn2 yg jenguk dia d hospital
hope dia dpt discharge soon

moga adik akan cepat sembuh
if one day akak nk g India
adik kna make sure akak x sakit juga!

akak sayang adik!
may we meet again someday

my twin..akak sayang adik!

subhanallah..

seriusly feels like crying

smlm tetiba my sister kt melaka sms
'ipah, call abah segera..urgent'
ak dalam tutorial 'infectious disease' di brookfield
ak reply
'lambat lagi akak balik, ckp la kenapa'
ak menunggu dgn kesabaran
'adik kena jangkitan kuman dalam darah,
nanti call abah'

jantungku berdegup kencang!
infection?
subhanallah..
byknya ujian adik kembar ku ini
rasa ingin je keluar dari tutorial room
dan telefon adik
tapi aku habiskan juga mndengar
penerangan dr anne haris

ak x jadi pergi lecture pharmacology
aku minta adi pass kan note kt farahwa
thanks adi!

ak bergegas pulang
dgn kredit euro5, ak telefon jga adik
time on the way ke rumah

suara adik mcm ok
dia ckp blood test dia positive
positive ada bacteria
tut..tut..kredit tgal seminit!
putus...

adik merupakan adik kembar ku
aku dilahirkan kembar pd june 1988
kami sgt kuat bgaduh time kecik2
tapi sejak terpisah time sek menengah
aku di SAINA
adik di sekolah Seri puteri
kami semakin baik
dah mula merindui kehadiran dri masing2

(iyfah jangan nangis...)

dah sampai rumah
first, aku hug siti, ak nangis
sebab ak nangis is
ak teringat apa jadi kat arwah acap
viral infection

ak call adik semula
she sound ok..
juz penat..
(and she complaining about India)

i told her,
if teruk, akak nak adik balik
aku keep tanya
'adik demam tak?'
aku memang risau..

aku kenal sangat adik aku tue..
sebab tue aku risau.

hari nie, i called her again
kawan2 dia yg angkat
iv fluid dh masuk
sbb dia dehydrated
dah inject antibiotic
she still weak for now
xle cakap
her frens said not to worry
'we'll update you if anything'

i am worry..
telefon abah
ceritakan hal adik..

kawan2, doakan please
doakan moga dia kembali sihat
higher chance utk dia sihat
sebab her urine is clear of infection

to adik
mungkin akak x pernah nyatakan
how much i love you
sebab kita asyik gaduh
dan of course
xda keja nak ckp kata
'akak sayang adik akak'

tapi, hari nie
akak nk cakap akak sayang sgt adik
adik kena kuat taw
akak tau
dah lama adik jadi orang kuat
start dari adik dok KTT
sampai adik ke India
banyak dugaan adik

tapi kali nie
adik kena kuat
adik x le mengalah taw
akak blajar semalam
'Allah bg ujian ikut kemampuan dan
tahap iman kita'
betol sangat..

time sekolah menengah
akak dpr kedah,adik dpt KL
famili slalu jenguk akak
tapi adik sangat susah nk jumpa
jauh..
makcik ja yg tengok adik..
kadang2 ja abah g kat adik
tp for sure,
every december
famili akan ke KL
nak hantar adik ke rumah makcik
kalau adik x belajar kt KL
mesti famili kita x kan kesana kan?

pastu
akak dpt KMB, adik dpt KTT
kesian adik
adik kata tempat adik tue
rumah kedai ja
makan pun x best,
kadang2 xda duit sebab nak simpan
duit, nak p tuisyen
kesian adik..
akak kt KMB, makan org sediakan
x payah risau pun
xyah pun nk p tuisyen..

skrg, adik dkt India, akak kt ireland
banyak cerita adik kt sana

apa2 pun yg terjadi
akak nk taw akak sayang adik
if lepas nie adik bca entry nie
akak x malu untuk cakap
akak sayang adik!
maafkan akak klo kdg2 adik buzz,
adik cakap adik bosan..
tp akak x layan sgt adik..
lpas ni akak try
akak nak jadi kakak yg baik tuk
adik2 akak..

nor afiza jauhari
be strong ok!
akak akan doakan moga
Allah mudahkan urusan adik
dunia dan akhirat..
abah, mama.kak ti. keman, mat
semua doakn adik..
sebab kami semua pun syg adik.

that's all for now.
doakan adik saya ye kawan2..
terima kasih!