salam aidilfitri~

this song dedicated to my mum n dad

yang kini berada di alor star kedah

and all my family members..

missing u all~

(tekan play kt lagu sebelah)

Terkenang di ketika itu
Ku dimanja dan disayang selalu
Apa saja kemahuan diri
Akan cuba dipenuhi

Walau hidup dalam kesukaran
Kau kan cuba tuk membahagiakan
Demi anak-anak yang tersayang
Kau berdua kan berkorban

Tetapi baru ku sedari
Tidak mungkinkan terbalas budi
Pengorbanan mu tiada ternilai
Hanya tuhan kan membalasnya

Chorus
Salam aidilfitri
Ayah bonda yang dicintai
Maafkanlah anakmu ini
Kerna belum cukup berbakti

Pabila menjelang lebaran
Baju baru kan disediakan
Walau mungkin kami tak mengerti
Keperitan saat itu

Namun wajah mu terus bercahaya
Oh sucinya kasih sayang itu
Dibibir mu kan menguntum senyum
Andai nya anak-anak mu bahagia
Chorus
Salam aidilfitri
Ayah bonda yang dicintai
Maafkanlah anakmu ini
Kerna belum cukup berbakti

saina : prefect, bahas, geng kedai mamak?? semua itu kenangan terindah!

mode: exam patho

salam semua

hari nie nk bercerita bingkisan kenangan

sepanjang hidup di sekolah tersayang

sekolah menengah sains pokok sena

batch fortress 0105

a)early life

as u might know already, i have twin

msa dpt tawaran ke sbp

xpuas hati gila dia dpt SSP (time tu kt kolam ayer lg)

kenape la aku yg aktif nak mampos ni

dpt  kedah je??tertekan!

namun mmg sebaik2 rancangan itu

datangnya dari Allah~

saya ni tersangat la homesick

tak dan seminit nangis

nangis n nangis..

time tu bru tau kata 

'aku nie x la strong mana pun!hehe!'

b) bff

well, i guess everyone has  one right?

saya pun

we used to hang out together and tup2 kira bff la!

me, iytah,barni,alin n fetty

4 of us end up being prefect and one was a librarian

(time tu ada je org kata kami ni pilih geng)

zaman sekolah..lawak2..

my happiest moments

a) prefect board

i never gonna have a better memory in saina

if it was not because all of the fortress prefect!

u all really made my days..

sayang sgt korang..

even time exam ke apa ke,

mesti pulun nk meeting

meeting la pasai apa pun

sebab miss to meet everyone!

rindu gila all the girls..

ingat x org kata geng ungu asyik dgn ungu je?

hehehee...time tue mmg menguji kebersatuan kita kan?

love u all girls..

boys plak, sgt suka r keja ngan depa

with ucu yg sgt berkaliber!

time meeting, atuk, alwi, oney

mesti slalu la ngan lawak depa..suka!

hilang stress!

tp time buat lawak, make sure away pada wan elmy ok!

heheee...u know why right?heee

well, prefect board mmg byk keja, tp sgt njoy!

mcm2 motivasi kita handle..

hmm..paling xle ingat waktu handle motivasi 

dekat teluk bahang

time tue dh nak xm, tp x ingat 

knapa kita xle reject request kem tue

maka kita pun jadila fasi..

bw la bertimbun2 buku

stay up la konon dlm hutan tu!haha!

ingat lg, atok ngan spec pecahnye

time exam dia ngan paper xm tue mcm nk melekat je

punya la x nmpak!haaa

tp, last2 result boys semua gempak

ucu, atok..hebat!

kami girls plak yg terkontang kanting!heee..

time tu gak ada 'kisah'

yang dimulakan dgn azie

yang membatalkan malam burung hantu kita..

hhheeeehhhooooo

ganti ngan night walk yg sgt best!

jumpa kura2 n tgk spora yg cantik!glow in d dark!

miss cikgu murni!

sebut psai cikgu, time niela

cikgu zurinah jumpa suaminya!

sweetttttt!!!

n ingant lagi cmne sir azhar plan

utk tarik alwi, mad ali,oney jadi prefect

bukan senang! 

time nie suma nk nyayi..haha!

the MT

byk sgt cerita if nak cerita psai prefect board nie

tp..memori itu yg kuat d ingatan

i miss all of you!!

korang doing good kan skrg?

all the best in ur life k!

time skolah menengah

iyfah nie dilabel sbgai geng 'gelap' r..

geng ada kedai mamak!huhuuuu..

dibawah naungan pak aq..

penebar roti canai izkar

amik order aku ngan someh..hahaa!

still ingat time lalu kelas mana ntah time form 5

ada org kata

'weh, tgk tue, ada tudung 'terbang'!'

maksudnye, depa x nmpak la tuan dia~GELAP!!

hohoooo!!

pnah time tu wat announcement dkt dlm kelas form 5

tiba2 ada org ckp..

'ehh..jap2..aku dgr sora orang, tp dr mana ek??'

time tu satu kelas tue gelak!adus~

mula2 mmg sakit hati..tp lama2..

layan je!

next is my most favourite moment too!!

being in the school debate team

well, nama saina dlm dunia perbahasan nie

mmg telah kukuh sejak dari kemenangan zaman syamsul qamar

start masuk debate time tingkatan 2

sekali dengan nizam

before that ada uji bakat

oleh cikgu rashid n bro afiq

time rehat depa wat announcement sapa yg layak

x dgr pun my name d announce

tp tiba2 semua org congrate kan saya

cm pelik!

pastu baru tau kata dpt..

bahas mmg di pandang tinggi kat saina

harapan sekolah sangat2!

so, being in the team mmg satu challenge r..

team time tue ada

farhan nor diana,zuljalal arif,afiq,akran

then tambah sharizan bila 2004

time 2003 clash dgn netball menyebabkan

saya x join UIA interschool debate

time 2004 mula bakat digilap

best gila masa dkt UIA

team senior ada an, zul, sharizan

junior me, nizam, maizun

selalu la compete sapa dpt pembahans terbaik!

we manage to go until octofinal masa tu

senior team smpai ke semi final

time nie di serap masuk ke team PPM saina

PPM 2004 buat dekat perlis

we managed to get to final

masa final dekat PICC, we won

saat yg sgt bahagia

selepas seminggu berkampung di SAS,putrajaya

time final, saina hantar 3 bas penyokong

my bff datang!heheee

wpun i x lawan pun (reserve je)

tp mmg terasa penat lelah tu terbayar!

satu...

dua

tiga!

tgk sir iqbal!!

empat!

alhamdulillah..we won!

2005 did not bring so much luck to us

we lost our coach, cikgu rashid 

as he furthered his study for a year

but after that 

saina managed to win again

i guess 2006 n 2007

2008 final tp kalah rasanya..

last but not least

fortress has lost 2 of it beloved members

they are 

azmir syazwan n afif asyraf

both holding red n green flag

i never realised that them both a house leader

al fatihah kawan~

well u know what

life really have leave marks on ur memories

leave a meaningful stories..

however ur life state is

just being nice to it..

dun blame to much on other thing..

Allah ada plan baik punya utk anda..

and always do the best in whatever u r doing

no matter how people hate u

condemn you

as long as u know what u r doing

correct in the way of syara' n social

it is fine to keep on with~

never give up on life..

you might not discover your path yet

keep on searching!

to all my frens..

iyfah doakan..dimana korang berada

be wise, always ingat Allah

be a good person to others..

insyaAllah, we will meet again somehow!

p/s : all pictures were taken from FB. credit to the owner!thanks

keepfigthing!

to my best friend forever~hepi birthday dear!

salam..

i know it's 5 mac already,
but i dun care!

hepi besday mashitah mohsin!

mcm mna nak tulis ek?
mm..
we first met time dlm dorm c11 la kan?
ingat lagi itah n barni dok skali
iyfah ngan mimi
fetty ngan izzaini..
still remember syahirah and semburan 'ubat nyamuk'nye
haha~it was so funny!

xle ingat krisis itah ngan sorang minah nie..
dia curi baju itah kan?
pastu berani gila itah g jumpa mak dia!
respect tul keberanian mu!

itah ngan barni memang xle renggang
mesti nak berkepit ja kerja
ala..barni kan semua org sayang~hee...

u n ur love stories..
nie memang xle blah~
hahahah...
lawak teramat sangat!
macam2 cerita ada..
zaman kanak2 dulu2..

tp itah pandai..
dok kelas P sampai la form 5
hehe! ingat lagi itah ajar iyfah
haha! ifah byk tnya kan?kan?
org yg ble ajar ifah is barni je
sebab barni kan penyabar org nye
yg sanggup jawab apa jua soklan yng diajukan

teringat time itah nangis kt depan 5P
u called me..
iyfah ingtkan apa
rupa-rupanya,
add math dapat A2!!
adus~
memang xle tolong la 2..
sebab iyfah nk dpt A pun susah!
heheheee...

suka sangat bila kt rumah teacher amani 2009,
when u said 'itah mcm ifah'
i never realised that..
but memang iyfah agree sgt2!
both of us so stubborn
both of us suka sgt ubah pendirian
mmg kita byk cakap
tp not everything kita cerita
klo sedih2
mungkin xperlu kata2..
juz need a hug from my fren
that will be enough~

and the best part of all is
when i wanted to leave malaysia for Cork
terharu sangat!
iytah sanggup suruh awi drive n ajak izi
dari Tronoh datang KL on the same day
ifah risau gila bila call
itah ckp kat sungai buloh
takut xsempat~
bersama di klia dari kiri -izi,iytah,iyfah,awi,arwah acap

time tunggu itah la
arwah Acap datang
dia sampai dulu..
then iytah sampai
kita peluk mcm xnak lpas..

i still remember what u said to my mum
'makcik, mcm mana makcik ble bagi dia p,
x sedeh ka, klo saya, saya x bagi..'
hehehe...xtaw nk cakap apa time tu..

thank you taw!
iyfah memang susah nk express things
(mungkin ramai x agree)
tp to somebody yg knal iyfah, i am..

so i just want to let you know
how i appreciate everything
that we have been through


well my dear,
life is full of challenging things where yet to come
for both me and you

iyfah nak itah fikir utk masa depan
we are not getting younger
fikir apa yg terbaik utk dunia dan akhirat
always muhasabah diri
always want to be a better person~

iyfah kt sini
insyaAllah will always pray for kebaikan dunia dan akhirat
for all my frens
i really hope ukhuwwah kita ni
akan kekal
it doesn't mean if i dun call u, i dun care
it doesn't mean if dun say hello to u, i dun remember you
i cherished all the moment we've been through
because for me,
i only have u~

no matter what happen
u always be my bestest fren ever
me,barni n iytah

i'm sori x visit itah lagi kat UTP.
sori sgt about last year..

i miss you my fren
may time will bring us together again~

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN KE 22

ikhlas dari
mm..not ikhlas0105 ok..

ikhlas dari
NOR AFIFAH JAUHARI
missing you from
CORK, IRELAND.

to kak nadya n cik asya n acap frens :Allah knows

i'm writting again..

this time around,
is for

1st: kak nadya (beloved sis of acap)
i may not know what u r going through right now
i read ur blog..seems u r trying to get back on your feet,
that's good.
i believed asyraf will be so proud of you,
seeing that his big sister who he used to accompany,
used to teach bila nk bg lampu tinggi time drive,
used to tangkap gambar sama2,
used to wash your mondok's tyre,
is now doing very well..

take ur time,
just go to the dam..where u can release the tense..
just write on your blog what u feel,
just keep posting things on his fb,
maybe nobody know what u feel,
but..
Allah knows..

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows

2: cik asya
i hope i could shared the burden,
but i know i can't,
but u always have the G15 group
of adilah, che su, razan, aunty..
they are there,
always to comfort you.
even there's no one like him,
we will try out best to cheer u out..

we never know how our life is design,
everything is well written,
kept tightly safe in luh mahfuz,
time may find you somebody new.

When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows

3: is for everyone who used to know him..

No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows

let us walk the path we choose
may the day where yet to comes
brings much bless n happiness to everyone of you,
dun forget to perform solah,
dun be lazy to perform dua',
dun be lazy to be a good person,
because paradise is only for damn great people!
i am praying that everybody will stay strong..

this song
'Allah knows-Zain Bikha'
is dedicated to all of you.
i love all of you.

so long..farewell~

this is a story of a fren of a boy who has passed away recently..
i've been browsing, stalking my frens blogs, fb..
they are ssoooo many people yg terasa dgn pemergian beliau.
well, i dun have to state who, everybody knows.
every good memories remain, with a smile..
i hope my fren won't shed tears anymore.
take ur time to heal, but dun take too much time..
i know he was a very nice person to everyone.
willing to help if he is able to help,
always there for the one he loved,
always cheered his frens with his present and his charming smile.
being in the same class for five years brought so many happy n sad memories.
but all shall remain as a beautiful-ended-story.
even it was so abrupt, it is the best, for him n for everyone.

when i knew he was in ICU,
me n everyone pray for him,
may Allah grant him with health,
to see him to be able to smile again,
to stand again,
and to always be there is what everybody wished for..

but..this is his destiny..
i accepted it, everyone accepted it..
you may go my fren,
bcoz all the memories u left behind,
it was so beautiful where no one want to erase..
you left everybody with a smile actually..

and the best part is,
how u inspired so many people to be just like you.
i know there won't be another you,
but at least, everyone want to leave the world
with the best memories they could give to anybody,
just like what u have done.
everyone want to smile no matter what happen,
want to lend a hand if anyone need it,
want to be there when is needed,
want to make less or no complaint at all~
want to always make semua org hepi!
it is so you!

and u inspired us,
future doctors, to be damn good in our profession,
to be just like in grey's..
bcoz losing a life is not just about family grieving
it a far lot more than that..
and to lose someone like you is the hardest part.

so long, farewell my friend.
semoga Allah mudahkan urusan kita semua di dunia, di alam barzakh dan di akhirat kelak..

'ya Allah, tempatkanlah dia di tempat yang kau janjikan nikmat untuk hambaMU'
amin..
may u rest in peace.
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