to the only boy in the family..

salam

this entry is specially dedicated to

mohd nor aizat, my beloved brother

u was born 1992, december

being the only boy in the family

we taught u r going to be spoiled

time kecik2, mat sangat manja ngan mama

xle renggang lansung

and u r so ccuuuttteee!!!

still remember u and ur power rangers stuff!

as being the only boy

u have 2 big baskets full of toys!

still remember u and ur 'kain kale kuning'

sarung bantai kan?

haha! suka sangat sebelom tidoq mesti nak bau dulu

then hisap jari..hehehe...

masa nak masuk tadika,

abah n mama nk hntar g sekolah cina

tapi biasalah..u dun want to..

then sekolah rendah

then menengah..

i am sorry for not being a good sister to you

when i was back home

akak slalu marah mat..kan?kan?

i admit that

i used to be a hot tempered-girl back then

ingat lagi when i ashamed myself in front of yon @ KI

akak minta maaf..

well my dear brother

ur life so far just being revolved in alor setar

now it is the time for u to see the real world

i mean..even it's only in changlun

u still have to take care of urself

u have to do everything on ur own

as this going to be ur first time ever

being away from family for 17 years..

hmm..semua adik2 akak dah besaq kan?

its time for everyone to have a taste of what life without parent is

it never gonna taste sweeter of course

so take a good care of yourself

u know how much family put hope on you

even there's so many time u not able to make it

we will never give up to always count on you

there's must be a reason why

Allah puts u as the only men in the family except from abah

i want you to learn what life is..

akak nak mat rajin

rajin belajar

rajin solat

rajin baca al-quran

rajin berdoa

be a good muslim

as then u will be a good person to everybody

pilih kawan elok2

friends that will guide you

u never know how hard life out there

please choose ur fren wisely..please.

if mat ada masalah

feel free to message me

number phone akak kat sini x berubah

always call mama abah every weekend

buat macam kak ija..

keep in touch with everybody

be strong, be wise

we all love you

and we are so proud 

to have you in the family

i know u can do it this time!

this is a second chance for you to strive hard

goodluck my BIG brother..

u have a long way to go now

ni time raya bertahun lalu

mat and kak ati

 

take care~

keepfighting!

LIFE IS...

salam..
(sebelum baca, i recommend utk tekan 'play'
kt music player  sebelah kiri anda)

it's been a while since the exam has over

i'm waiting if i am going to be called for the oral

if i'm not, wish for the best

that i am not fail..so mean, i've passed

today..nak ckp psal life..

after a year being staying away from castlewhite

i've learned so many things about life

life is not always good as u thought it will be

it could be harsh on you..nice on you..

but, there will always be something in ur life

that make u become a miserable person

bila kita tengok somebody

kita rasa dia hepi

life seems really good for them

kita rasa, kita yg byk problem..

people say, seeing is believing..

yeah, it happens sometimes..but not all the time..

u will never know what a person hold in side them

what secrets they been hiding

what life they have been avoiding

what next secret, sinful steps they will be taking

no one knows..

people comes with many problems..

is life created to be filled with problems?

and we as human is the problem-solver?

how about if someone could not handle the problem

then are they gonna be another problem?

arrggghhhh....

hidup..memang mengajar erti kekuatan

x sangka, rupanya masih ramai yang tercari2 makna hidup ini

masih mencari reason to wake up every morning

reason why to take every steps u had,have,and will take

reason to take medicine???

i wish those people will stay strong

personally, i respected them as they have been so strong

until the day that i knew how life has been going on for them

i won't say it cruel..but..jus not being nice..

above all, i can see the problem rise from the parent themselves

the kids could be spoiled, be proud with

dear mummy and daddy all over the world

please give ur child the love they need

being a parent is not just by fulfilling ur kids physical's need

talk to them, loved them..

make them feel like they have a place to hold on to

have a place that they could spill their emotion

family is what everyone has

and someone might only have..

life is so unpredictable

u dunno what ahead, waiting for you

all i can say is

pray for the best

that's why prophet Muhammad SAW PBUH said

' “Rebutlah lima perkara sebelum datangnya lima perkara. 

Pertama, masa sihat sebelum sakit. 

Kedua, masa kaya sebelum datangnya masa sempit (miskin). 

Ketiga, masa lapang sebelum tiba masa sibuk.

Keempat, masa muda sebelum datang masa tua, dan 

kelima, masa hidup sebelum tiba masa mati.”

(Riwayat al-Hakim dan al-Baihaqi

semoga Allah merahmati dan memudahkan urusan kita semua

kepada mereka yang berkenaan

moga kesabaran anda

bakal mendapat ganjaran setimpal dari Allah

keepfighting!

isu lakaran wajah Rasulullah

salam a'laik

mungkin ramai di antara anda yg tahu akan isu ini

ini bukanlah satu isu baru

namun rasanya baru pertama kali

hal ini dilakukan oleh lebih ramai pihak

di medium yg digunakan umum..

there's few pandangan yang saya lihat

antaranya ialah

memboikot penggunaan facebook

sepertimana yang terjadi di Pakistan

di mana mereka telah 'shutdown' access to FB n utube

there is certain view yg membantah

atas alasan tindakan tersebut tidak efisyen

(tindakan memboikot)

tidak mampu meninggalkan kesan

dan seperti melepaskan batuk ditangga

kerana lepas tue, layan balik FB dan utube

ada juga tindakan

membuat petisyen supaya aktiviti tersebut(melukis)

dihentikan

pada pendapat ana

apa salahnya untuk kita bersuara

jika hanya medium itu yang kita mampu

kalau kita nak tunggu

kebebasan bersuara makhluk Allah sperti mereka itu

di sekat..alamatnya sampai bila?

bagi saya

kita bertindak mengikut kapasiti kita

kalau rasa sain petisyen dan 'puasa' FB je yg mampu

buat la yang mampu itu

daripada senyap sunyi sahaja

wpun ada pihak mengatakan

'senyap x bermaksud kalah'

mungkin sukar utk memahamkan

orang2 yg x faham Islam

utk terangkan kenapa gambar

Rasulullah, Allah, nabi, malaikat

tidak harus dipotretkan

tapi kita perlu tunjukkan keseriusan kita

dalam menangani isu ini

walaupun suara kita hanya didengar sebelah telinga

apepun

ini pandangan peribadi ana

klo ada nk komen, silalah..

p/s:esok exam lagi satu~

keepfighting!

something wrong

sumthing wrong with my bloglist!

i lost everyhting..

nanti la betulkan..

maaf ye!

tak perlu tunggu tua..

salam to all..

been so busy with exams..

today i wanted to reflect things that had happened

alhamdulillah

aku syukur, hingga saat ini,

aku masih bernafas,

terus menghirup udara keimanan

merasa hangatnya bayu dakwah

aku syukur

pemberian Allah yang tak ternilai

sejak aku mulai menjejak kaki ke bumi asing ini

bak kata classmate dr USA selepas exam td

'the college is over for the year'

hmmm..subhanallah..

terlalu cepat masa berlalu

first year...second year..third year...

terlalu pantas

bila muhasabah kembali 

aku risau, jika masa itu

aku tak gunakan sepatutnya..

penuh dengan kelekaan..keseronokkan

lupa..lupa tentang matlamat hidup sebenar diri ini

terfikir juga tentang nikmat dan rahmat 

masa,umur,kesihatan,wang...

adakah aku gunakan sebaiknya?

umur bukan pengukur waktu utk buat pahala

tak perlu tunggu tua baru nak beribadah

kerana belum pasti hari tua itu milik anda..

subhanallah

alhamdulillah

allahuakbar

apalah yang bakal aku jawab di depan Allah nnti

cukup kah dengan jawapan

'aku study lillahi ta'ala?'

hmm..mungkin..

tp bila balance dengan dosa yg di buat

lambatkan solat, buang masa..

mengumpat..buruk sangka..

subhanallah

mungkin pahala itu hilang sekelip mata..

ya Allah

aku mohon diberkati umurku

berkatilah aku, keluarga ku, sahabatku, guruku

ingatkanlah kami disaat kami terleka

dunia hanya sementara

akhirat penentu segalanya

ya Allah

tetapkanlah hati hamba mu ini

kekal di atas jalan yg lurus

jalan yang Engkau janjikan

usah biarkan aku hanyut

pegang aku dengan tali Mu

agar aku tidak mudah terlepas

akan sentiasa aku kukuhkan ikatan itu

moga dalam hitungan

terhitung setiap pengorbanan..

ya Allah

akan ku kejar syurgaMu..

akan ku kejar syurgaMu..

i love u

my almighty Allah